Who the hell are you?

The BRGR Project for the sad kid inside.  (at The Burger Project, Jupiter St.,Makati City)

The BRGR Project for the sad kid inside. (at The Burger Project, Jupiter St.,Makati City)

Ash, nasan ka na baaaa? :( Bumalik ka na please. :(

Ash, nasan ka na baaaa? :( Bumalik ka na please. :(

Getting ready to ride the waves. #cloud9 #surf #travel #lostinph

Getting ready to ride the waves. #cloud9 #surf #travel #lostinph

Ash knows how to fetch! Smart dog. :) #doglove

His and hers. Gifts. Happy 1 year and 6 months :)

His and hers. Gifts. Happy 1 year and 6 months :)

Cinemalaya X. This used to be indie but now it’s becoming mainstream.  Magkaganun man, sining pinoy pa rin.

Cinemalaya X. This used to be indie but now it’s becoming mainstream. Magkaganun man, sining pinoy pa rin.

Thank you, my Love! ♥♥♥ #birthday #doglove #shihtzu

Thank you, my Love! ♥♥♥ #birthday #doglove #shihtzu

Just wandering around with @ediballss at the Post Office.

Just wandering around with @ediballss at the Post Office.

Overlooking Oslob from our place there. ♡♥♡

Overlooking Oslob from our place there. ♡♥♡

Those Words

It’s funny how strong those words are to me. It affects me. It lingers in my brain, echoing like a drum beat constantly repeating itself. To hear someone you thought you’d spend your life with say, “I’m happier being alone” was the most hurtful words a loved one could say to you. It surpasses the “I don’t love you anymore” because it tells you that you are no longer part of his future. It is a verdict emphasizing that he wants you out of his life completely. He just wants to leave you and be on his own, be as free as he used to be. It hurts. A lot. As much as I want to be okay and handle things, deal with it in a logical manner, I cannot. My emotions are far more powerful than I thought it was. The worst part is there was no explanation for me to hold on why he just wanted to be alone. I cannot fully fathom the logic and how he just decided it to be just like that. I wish he just told me what was wrong with me or the relationship so that we can find a way to fix things. Instead he just said those hurtful words. I am hurting and I wish the pain will just go away. BUT it won’t. I know only time can heal this kind of wound. It will never be the same again.